Can't help. Haha.
These few days my mind is flying again. Flies to the future, flies to the forever. I've thought of many possibilities that may happen when time swifts, sometimes I smile when my mind stops at delightful things, and sometimes my heart sinks when I think of hurtful ones that I suppose, are happening and will happen soon no matter what.
Let it be, like a river flows. That's my quotation. I strongly believe in that.
It's an 18-month course and now only 1 month or less remains. Mind you, I haven't deducted the holidays and weekends and sundays from the figure.
Speaking of holiday, it's coming up in a few days time. But it isn't really a holiday officially. To be precise enough, it's a study break when we all still have to attend so-called extra classes for certain subjects in certain days.
After all these, very soon and in a blink of eye, we'll all be separated from each other, CRUELLY, and we'll then continue with our own journey of life again, most probably all by ourself only.
Another farewell, another 'bye-bye'. It's easy to say, but it's hard to really MEAN IT.
Today, when I was listening to lectures, I actually wondered,
'Mr Khoo, Miss Ng, and even Mr Ronnie, will I be able to meet you all again some time in future? When you're already so old, and when I'm already so grown up. Will you able to recognize you when the "some time" comes, and will I be able to recognize you as well? Sir, madam, will our paths meet again when time shuffles to what it will be later soon?'
Same sentences go to my friends I've made with in college. Will our paths meet again?
I recommend this song to you when graduating. For those who'd been choir members with me may ignore this, but it's a really a good song. The rhythm, the melody, and the lyrics. I don't believe if they don't touch your heart.
MAY OUR PATHS MEET AGAIN
May our paths
meet again
as we travel on our way.
May you always be my friend
as I am yours today.
I know you must travel your road
as I must travel mine
but may our paths
meet again
some time.
May our paths
meet again
as we strive to reach our dream.
May your road be not as steep
as it may sometimes seem.
I know you must travel your road
as I must travel mine
but *may our paths
meet again
some time.*
Repeat *
Sorry for not uploading the clip, as I couldn't find any nice and fine clips of choirs singing this. You may go watch it in youtube, specifically sung by PVMHS Concer choir. Although the voice quality is worsened due to maybe the recording, it's still worth hearing. I used to sing this song for choir performances when teachers retired and seniors graduated.
Seriously, if you sing this song wholeheartedly and profoundly, you will cry.
Emotional song isn't it?
Conclusions for today : I'm sad and confused and hurt.
Pledge starting from today : I will cherish all the moments left with my friends.
Pleas made today : Friends, please don't leave me and disregard me when we're still together.
Love you guys.
-lotsa love-jie min-
