Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Back

WOW~!

Well, i'm not getting too excited, but,

WOW~! It has really been quite such long long time since i last blogged~!

I ain't lazy, but to blame my 'sucks'-ing wireless connection. It's slow, so slow that i might consider the crawling of a snail to be faster than it, so slow that i nearly bawled in front of my laptop.

Luckily i quelled my anger, if not, i would have banged my whole laptop into shreds and patches.

Well, this blog is another post of crap again. I have to acknowledge that, i have no idea on what to write for my blog.

My brain is stuck. Oh, got stuck by what?

Well, let me list some : -

1) UN camp. Have alwayz been so busy preparing for it, especially the sponsorship, games, and events. So you guys, do come to our camp, as not to waste our efforts to make it a successful one!
2) Homework. Oh. I nearly forgot that, i still have 23 statistics questions yet to be finished(and handed in the day after tomorrow), and what worse comes to worse, all the questions are so similar tat you will retch and even vomit facing those digits and the same formulae over and over again.
And not to forget too, my chemistry worksheets~! *faint*
3) Miss. The 'miss' here doesn't mean an unmarried lady, nor lose or fail something important. I miss my high school life. I only realised it that i'd missed all my high school life and friends so much when one of my college classmates suddenly shouted during lecture,

'I hate college la~~'

I agree with him. Really, and truly. If you're hoping to leave your high school as soon as possible, as i'd been thinking about it so strongly last time, please listen to me, and be prepared for it.

Frankly, my college life has been a routine all these time, which repeats everyday without fail, and bores all of us who then feel a great emptiness in ourselves. Same lecturers, same teaching methods, same droning voices, and same boredom during every lecture, or even during practical. Same same same. All are just the same.

OH DEAR! When can i just GET OUT OF THIS??!!!

I wonder what my university life will be, especially i'm alone, all by myself, overseas perhaps(if and only if), staying with all the 'same-ness'.

I will cry, i will weep, i will even wail, not because of homesickness, but, the BOREDOM that will haunt me, till i may squat in front of it, and pray,

'Please please~~ let me go!'

Haha, just assume that i've been day-dreaming. Notwithstading, i don't agree with my friend's philosophy, who insists on his own idea, that life is always miserable.

Well, till now, i still haven't sensed the misery in my life. Life is sometimes boring, but it can be cheerful, joyous, and triumphant at times too. Life just depends on the person who lives in it. It's not MISERABLE. Life is painted with al sorts of colours that can be found in our sights, and not just black and white.

But i don't believe it will fruit, if i debate and vindicate with his philosophy, as i'd tried before and gave up. I just can feel sad for him, even if he will really become another Socrates in the future.

I'm now indulging and soaking myself in the sea of books, as i've recently bought myself a series of books - The Abhorsen's Trilogy, during my visit at MPH bookstore Midvalley last friday after class. I'm reading the first, Sabriel, and the story has now climbed to the climax. Anyway, i've decided to put the book aside first, perhaps out of my sight(i just cant stop reading it), as there's still a huge pile of homework waiting for me to do.

But still, Sabriel rocks~! Fantasy rocks~!

And i wanna borrow the 7th book of Harry Potter, The Deadly Hallows, and read read read~!

*cough cough* Tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, mind to lend me yours?! *wink naughtily*

haha~!

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