Hero

While youtube-ing, i listened to this Hero song sung by Mariah Carey.

And there's a comment which touches my heart a lot. He said,

'this makes me think of myself, because ive had to be there for myself a lot. and i realised now that i can carry on with my life with just myself :D '

Oh yeah, i agree with him so much. My life is mine, and no other people's else. You choose the path and the path has chosen you, you have no other options but to continue walking till the end of it. You have to be alone with yourself always, but no worries, because there's a hero inside your heart. Discover it, and make full use of it.

Thanks to Mariah Carey, because she reminds me that,

A hero lies in me.

Oh stop being lazy~!

TIME IS RUNNING OUT.

But yet, i'm still so relaxed, while the lecturers keep on reminding us that,

'We still have how many months..OH NO! How many WEEKS more to go for your mock exam to come?'

Oh my gosh. It's already weeks, and not months.

Hey people out there, tell me how i can ward off my laziness and indolence~!

Let me tell you some evidences of me being lazy at home, and at college sometimes :-
1. I will go online everyday, despite the tests that will be held the next day, and the homework being accumulated.
2. I never finish my maths and statistics homework, NEVER ON TIME.
3. I only studied when the test was just around the corner(and yet, it was always already at the corner), and then gave lots of moans of regrets of not studying properly.
4. I never revise after each lesson or lecture.
5. Chemistry lectures are always like a lullaby to me, which almost lulls me to sleep in the comfortable air-conditioned classroom. (sorry chemistry lecturer, no offence here *.*)
6. I would rather watch television than to finish up my homework.
7. My heart would pound so fast when Mr Khoo approached me and gave me something like a smile on his face(sort of, and it only scares me, and reminds me of that of sardonic kind), because he might ask, 'Hey jie min, finished your homework?'

And i would just try to give him back the smile(which makes me look more like grimacing my face), and say,

'Sir, in the progress............................'

*i'm so sorry mr khoo* T.T

The list has not come to an end yet, because there's still much much MORE~!

I'm trying to be hardworking, but my efforts seem so frail to overcome my desire and mind which ask me to..

RELAX~~ CHILL~~!

I'm too relaxed, i'm too chilled! Stop it girl! Stand up and gain more momentum!

Alright, we might switch to another topic. I'd recently taken the SAT exam on 1st of november, and it was like..

Finishing up 80 chemistry questions in 1 hour,
75 physics questions in 1 hour,
and 50 mathematics level 1 questions in 1 hour!

My hands were kind of shivering at that time when i tried to rush for all questions, and there were quite some moments when my mind turned blank for a few seconds, and cold perspiration on my palms. Luckily, i managed to finish all the questions, with some answers...

tembak.

Oh dear, i'm still having another SAT Reasoning Test(critical reading, writing and mathematics) in the coming December! Wishing that i can do better.. *keeping my fingers crossed*

Alright, i should go offline now. NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!!!

*well, hopefully*





-losta love-jie min-

The 3 miraculous words - I love you

It's sad when you love someone but never receive the love in return, but it's happy when someone loves you.

And when someone tells you he/she loves you.




My heart melts when my friend says,

'Hey dear, i love you.'

And i will give him/her a grin, and say,

'Thanks, i love you too.'

I'm touched and triumphant when my family says,

'A min, i love you.'

And i will smile, with tears glistening in my eyes, and whisper,

'Ya, i love you too.'
Warmth wraps around me like a soothing blanket.


Lots of thanks to those who love me. It's wonderful to love and to receive love. But never, hide the love inside you. Instead, say it out, LOUDLY.

So guys, please shout at me,





'I LOVE YOU!!!!'

*thanks*






-lotsa love-jie min-

We're the WILD BUGS

Hey guys. Find yourself here. It's such a beautiful photo, as everybody looks so cool and awesome!

Come on wild bugs, let's rock the whole hall upside down! =)




-lotsa love-jie min-

Prepare for the craziness

Hi guys. Welcome to my blog. First and foremost, i would like to warn you first that,

I've gone quite crazy and maniac nowadays.

Don't believe? Have a look on my photos below and you'll be startled and then believe.

Insane huh? Haha. Show you another more eccentric one.

HAHAHAHA...don't worry, i'm not having a stroke, but was just having some fun with the camera. =)

Alright back to normal(don't wonder what'd happened to me, because i'm still fine as ever, just that my nerves were not in right connection with each other at that moment haha). I'd been back from the United Nations camp on Saturday night, and i suppose that i'd suffered a little..

Because of the stupid leeches!!!

Can you imagine that? I'd got bitten by 3 leeches in just 1 and a half days, and the blood just couldn't stop oozing and flowing out for hours.

It's normal that the blood can't clot, but it's abnormal if the blood keeps on flowing from the evening till the next morning.

I know it's disgusting, but it's the first leech bite that had caused my blood to flow frpm the first evening till the second morning, even after i'd seeked help from my friend who tied a cloth around my knee tightly as a purpose to stop the blood. But the blood streams flowing on my leg show that it didn't work at all. Actually a reminder here, plaster shouldn't be applied on the leech scar, as told by my friend. So now this plaster had been removed since long, leaving a dark-red scar.

Second scar. I never realised this till the second morning. This was good, because the blood didn't flow out much and stopped very quickly.

I didn't take the picture of the third leech bite. It was just below my first one. Got bitten by leeches is not the worst thing, because you will never feel the pain. And just because of the reason, my track bottom, leg and arm(i was resting my hand on my leg) had been soggy with all my blood when i discovered that, and the smell stunk.

It's a good enough experience actually. I'd never had the chance to see the leeches that bit me, as the leeches had already escaped when i found out, but i'd seen other leeches that bit my friends and my friend's shoes!

Okay, i should stop this 'creepy' and 'scary' post now. Haha.

Leaving blogspot now. Byez guyz.

-losta love-jie min-

A paper and a me

I wrote his name on a paper, and stared at it for a while. My mind started to race and traverse in the past, and my eyes were blank, and tearless.

-So what?-
I whispered this to myself, but i realised, i found that it didn't work, at least for me, at least for now.

I heard somebody told me, that memory is like words being engraved on a hard rock, it will never fade away unless somebody destroys it; and future is like bubbles and froth, it seems beautiful when it appears, but after all its shines and brilliance, it will pop into nothing, leaving only a wonderful but yet unreal hallucination and illusion.

-Forget it-
It's always easier when you speak than when you do. I asked myself to forget it, but my mind told me not to. I must remember, and i want to remember.

Reminiscence brings about well-beings. I created it as my favourite quotation, but sometimes i do wonder, is that true all the time?

-I miss you-
I touched the name with my fingers, and my eyes gazed and then half-closed. My lips curved and i smiled. This time, it will never be wrong.

A sensation of satisfication rammed up to my brain, and i would say it again,
-Ohya, i miss you-

Advertisement Time

Well, i think it's quite late to post this post, but once again, i have to blame my..

DAMNED WIRELESS CONNECTION!!!!!

The wireless connection has been down for more than a week since the days before Hari raya. The Telekom people had come and said,

'Sorry la~~ Tu server di telekom sana sudah rosak..saya akan repair dia..'

And he had come 3 times one short in one day, and then ended up with nothing REPAIRed.

And then he said,

'Soli la~~ esok kami off. Lepas hari raya baru boleh repair la~~'

SWT~~~~~

And so, all of my family had suffered for not being online during hari raya holiday, when all of us were free from jobs and schools. But still, WAT TO DO??!

Finally, hari raya holidays ended. 3 Telekom people(they were not the one who came before raya) came to my house and tried to REPAIR.

Then their conclusion was,

'Bukan Telekom punya masalah la. U tengok, kami bawa punya modem boleh online. U punya modem sudah rosak, atau cpu awak ada problem.'

SSSWWWWTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!

Eventually, a bit of the internet connection is solved. I emphasize again, it's A BIT of the internet connection. How a bit is a bit? Well, i'm not going to describe it now. Peace off.

Because i'm carried away too far from the main topic!!

Alright, come back, come back. Uh-hmm(clearing throat a little), well, ladies and gentlemen, i proudly present to you our...

(you can click on it to have it enlarged if it's too small for you =])

It will be fun, and you will get a certificate for it if you join this camp. This camp is organised for the charity purpose, and so the money we gain from this camp will be donated to the Beautiful Gates Foundation, a place where disabled people live and find their warmth.

It's RM70 per person(including a t-shirt, so it's really cheap!), but if you're registering in a group of 4, you'll be given a discount, in which all the 4 of you will have to pay only RM60 individually. So, what are you still waiting for? Grab your friends and enjoy the promotion here now! =)

The deadline for registration is next monday(i know it's kinda late to tell you all this), but it should be alright if you still want to register after that.

Alright, will be pleased to see you appearing in our camp. Just contact me or any other people that are stated in the poster for further information.

Hope to hear from you soon~! ^^

*oh wait wait~~! One more exciting thing i would like to tell you all.. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is really awesome..i just can't put it down even though my homework is again accumulated to a scary height! =P*

Okay, okay, that's all guys. Love ya and have a nice day. Bravo~! Haha..

-lotsa love-jie min-

Back 2

Well, literally based on the title, it's a continuous post of the previous one.

But, fewer words, and more pictures~!

This is my lantern~! Don't ever frown when looking at this picture, and then laugh at me, 'You still small meh~~' Mind you, Mooncake Festival is a very important festival for chinese, and may it be long-lasting in every chinese's heart. It's actually the lantern i 'borrowed' from Wei Jin on 12/9/08, 2 days before the Mooncake Festival, in my college friend's house at Sunway SPK, meanwhile celebrating her birthday together. And it'd been really fun! Thanks Paik Hwa for such wonderful party~! =)

Others with their own lanterns at a playground in Sunway SPK.

Very cute huh? It's a new-born little puppy licking his/her(i'm not so sure of its gender, since there are 2 white puppies, 1 male and the other female!) fur clean. It's reared by my relatives in Pahang, and was just born by its mother which actually 'XXX'-ed with her son. =P. How i wish i could cuddle it home at the first sight i saw it!

You sleep, I sleep.

The mother dog feeding her 3 cute puppies milk~!
Sleeping soundly on my sister's lap~!

The puppies are really really lovable~! I kind of envy my relatives too, for their own family is having 3 adult dogs and 3 puppies as pet at home! Actually they intended to give all the puppies away to other people, once the puppies stopped their breast-milk-feeding( i wonder what i shall call it as) period. But so sadly, all of them had been 'booked' by other 3 people~!

Just accepting the fact that,

I'm LATE~!

Back

WOW~!

Well, i'm not getting too excited, but,

WOW~! It has really been quite such long long time since i last blogged~!

I ain't lazy, but to blame my 'sucks'-ing wireless connection. It's slow, so slow that i might consider the crawling of a snail to be faster than it, so slow that i nearly bawled in front of my laptop.

Luckily i quelled my anger, if not, i would have banged my whole laptop into shreds and patches.

Well, this blog is another post of crap again. I have to acknowledge that, i have no idea on what to write for my blog.

My brain is stuck. Oh, got stuck by what?

Well, let me list some : -

1) UN camp. Have alwayz been so busy preparing for it, especially the sponsorship, games, and events. So you guys, do come to our camp, as not to waste our efforts to make it a successful one!
2) Homework. Oh. I nearly forgot that, i still have 23 statistics questions yet to be finished(and handed in the day after tomorrow), and what worse comes to worse, all the questions are so similar tat you will retch and even vomit facing those digits and the same formulae over and over again.
And not to forget too, my chemistry worksheets~! *faint*
3) Miss. The 'miss' here doesn't mean an unmarried lady, nor lose or fail something important. I miss my high school life. I only realised it that i'd missed all my high school life and friends so much when one of my college classmates suddenly shouted during lecture,

'I hate college la~~'

I agree with him. Really, and truly. If you're hoping to leave your high school as soon as possible, as i'd been thinking about it so strongly last time, please listen to me, and be prepared for it.

Frankly, my college life has been a routine all these time, which repeats everyday without fail, and bores all of us who then feel a great emptiness in ourselves. Same lecturers, same teaching methods, same droning voices, and same boredom during every lecture, or even during practical. Same same same. All are just the same.

OH DEAR! When can i just GET OUT OF THIS??!!!

I wonder what my university life will be, especially i'm alone, all by myself, overseas perhaps(if and only if), staying with all the 'same-ness'.

I will cry, i will weep, i will even wail, not because of homesickness, but, the BOREDOM that will haunt me, till i may squat in front of it, and pray,

'Please please~~ let me go!'

Haha, just assume that i've been day-dreaming. Notwithstading, i don't agree with my friend's philosophy, who insists on his own idea, that life is always miserable.

Well, till now, i still haven't sensed the misery in my life. Life is sometimes boring, but it can be cheerful, joyous, and triumphant at times too. Life just depends on the person who lives in it. It's not MISERABLE. Life is painted with al sorts of colours that can be found in our sights, and not just black and white.

But i don't believe it will fruit, if i debate and vindicate with his philosophy, as i'd tried before and gave up. I just can feel sad for him, even if he will really become another Socrates in the future.

I'm now indulging and soaking myself in the sea of books, as i've recently bought myself a series of books - The Abhorsen's Trilogy, during my visit at MPH bookstore Midvalley last friday after class. I'm reading the first, Sabriel, and the story has now climbed to the climax. Anyway, i've decided to put the book aside first, perhaps out of my sight(i just cant stop reading it), as there's still a huge pile of homework waiting for me to do.

But still, Sabriel rocks~! Fantasy rocks~!

And i wanna borrow the 7th book of Harry Potter, The Deadly Hallows, and read read read~!

*cough cough* Tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, mind to lend me yours?! *wink naughtily*

haha~!

Meet Dave & The Mummy

Yesterday i watched 2 movies one short in one day. The first movie i watched was,

Meet Dave

I watched this show at midvalley with friends. It's a funny comedy, starred by Eddie Murphy, who acts as a really minuscule captain from another planet, as well as his spaceship which was shaped to look like him. If you feel like relaxing your stressed life, i would really recommend you to watch this show. You would burst into laughters~!

'In fact, that is my another name..Dave Ming Cheng!'

Wakakaka~!

After that, at night, i went to Metro Prima to watch this with my family,


Erm...i don't really love this show. Personally i think that it's quite fake, that Zi Yuan and her daughter, Lin could live for thousands of years with immortality. The tomb of the chinese emperor could arise just because a drop of pure blood drops on the diamond, and somehow, i feel that Alex just doesn't look like having a so-called 'son', Jonathan. Both of them do look young don't they? Or in the olden days, people did have the secret of immortality which could prevent the youths from fading away?

Well, it's just a show. There's no need to be too serious.

Alright, the next movie to go : -

WALL-E!!!!

One World One Dream

Wang Lee Hom contributed a lot for the Beijing Olympics 2008.



He participated in the torch relay by sparing some of his busy time, and flying to Athens, a such far-away country.



Also, he too composed and wrote a song for this Beijing Olympics, with the title - One World One Dream.



For the lyrics : -


And for the picture of Wang Lee Hom himself with his song : -


Oh, why must he be so handsome, so fascinating, and so appealing?

And this song entitled 'One World One Dream' is just awesome, fabulous, touching, and wonderful!

I ain't exaggerating, because, I do think that this song is better than other Olympics songs.

Congrats to China! For being successful to have such grand and mesmeric opening ceremony on 8/8/08. All eyes are on China now, and no doubt, China has tried their best to show the whole world that, China could make it too.

'One World One Dream
Till The End of The Time
One World One Dream'


Let's cheer for Beijing Olympics 2008!